Friday, October 23, 2009 2:20 AM /
to topHELLOS!
in school's com lab now. its like training and im sitting at the back, posting, shh ><
sing hui just gave me the dagger look ):
she knows what im doing, uh ohh. LOL.
anyways, xinhui is like changing the blogskin for rc blog only cos she reverted the previous one. it was like super sucky lah, the reverted skin *shudders in disgust*
*whispers* i tell you secret uh, as an nco i should know what my cadets are doing, but i honestly have NO idea. im thinking some quiz..?
*karthik asks "whats the meaning of red cross?"*
okay yah, quiz. so lame, the answer is "its a cca." PUH-LEASE.
Vishnu just walked here and asked me not to act good, cos i minimized my page.
haha, cannot make it lah, this discipline head. SEE LAH, peeping at my post, still can ask who im posting about. STUPID :D (he's staring blurly.)
YAY, tagboard added to skrcy blog (: like finally.
adam is like "micheal jackson blah blah blah" huh? i don geddit ):
twinnie and i were screaming crazily just now, standing here and there in the middle of a handball game. we should have just been cheerleaders loh. we would have been so much more productive (:
I WANT TO GO FOR RCYC. but no one is pei-ing me. so im not sure if i wanna go..
SUNDAY'S THE BIG DAYYYY~! im excited :D lalas. okay okay i like, better go. received too many dagger looks already. tag okay, loves? byes~! :D
You Know The Feeling When You Love Someone So Much And All You Need To Keep You Alive Is Just One Touch? Well, Of Course You Don't. You're The One I Need ):
Monday, September 7, 2009 4:23 AM /
to topI was flying my kite through the breeze,
enjoying every moment.
it caressed everything in its path,
cutting the air, playing with the leaves.
The winds got stronger. Excited, i cut some slack on the string, running across the field.
Suddenly the string snapped.
The kite flew away.
I sat there crying my heart out, watching the kite fly away.
All i was left with were photos in my mind of that special day. The further it went, the harder it got to breathe. It felt as though with the kite, the very soul within me was being pulled out slowly, painfully.
I laid there, on the grass, squinting as the kite went further, then disappeared.
i closed my wet eyes, wishing that i'd stop crying, though it was my only consolation.
But it suddenly hit me, that you were my kite and the string that snapped was that special connection we had for so long. The tears were no other than my friends. the air getting stronger resembled us getting so close to the finishing line, those last few words. The kite caressing everything in its path meant that we, as one, brought a sense of warmth and happiness to those around us. Don't fly away. I need you. I really do. The further you go, the harder it is for me to stay alive. Lets Give This One More Shot, One More Chance, To Rekindle What Nobody Else Could Ever Have.
Crashcourse
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 2:36 AM /
to topValues:
Sensitivity
Harmony
Compassion
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Joys:
Romance
Friendships
Affection
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Strengths:
Nurturer
Sincere
Creativity
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Needs:
Understanding
Love
Affection
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Frustrations:
Lack of Romance
Disharmony
Time Limits
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At work you have a strong desire to influence others so they may lead more significant lives. You often work in the arts, communication, education, and helping professions. You are adept at motivating and interacting with others.
In love you seek harmonious relationships. You are a true romantic and believe in perfect love that lasts forever. You bring drama, warmth, and empathy to relationships. You enjoy symbols of romance such as flowers, candlelights, and music an cherish the small gestures of love.
In childhood you were extremely imaginative and found it difficult to fit into the structure of school life. You reacted with great sensitivity to discordance or rejection and sought recognition. You respond to encouragement.
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Found this amazingly accurate. there's supposed to be a picture above it, but it vanished. apparently my true colour is blue.. hm. im tired, hungry, and i don wanna study for common tests tmr ): haiz. here's another. abit true. abit only (:
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Blood Type B - Blood type B individuals tend to be balanced:
thoughtful like A's and yet ambitious like O's.
They are empathetic, easily understanding others' points of view, yet often hesitating to challenge or confront.
Chameleon-like and flexible, they make good friends.
"People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible. They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas. They are individualists. B type people pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious".
People with blood type B are often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types, although not necessarily to an unacceptable degree.
In anime, the genki, off-the-wall types are type B, along with any kind of well-intended character who's ruled by their impulses.
Best Traits: Creative, passionate, animal loving, optimistic, flexible and individualistic.
Worst Traits: Forgetful, irresponsible, and self-centered.
Famous Bs: Akira Kurosawa, Jack Nicholson, Luciano Pavarotti, Tom Selleck, Mia Farrow, Paul McCartney, Leonardo DiCaprio, Vince Young
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after this part there's this anime thingy, but i took out that part. kay gtg. truly sorry for the boring post ): take as a crash course to know me better :D
byeee~ tag yah? YAH. <3
Heal My Love
Saturday, August 1, 2009 3:51 AM /
to topi remember telling friends or friends telling me, " its gonna be okay. really! dont care him lah! im here for you (: "
but looking back, that whole sentence is a lie. Its never truly gonna be okay, never. Wounds untreated leave scars, and scars are permanent. The day you can face the trauma in its face and overcome the unbearable pain is the day you are truly okay. The day you look that person in the eye and say "im so over you, bitch." with all the sincerity you have, thats the day a new phase starts. But how do you tell someone that the only way to end this torture is to push its limit to the max, till that very limit breaks and you walk out of the battle, nothing less than a hero(ine)? You cant go up to a person and say "PUSH THAT LIMIT!" and walk away. At the end of the day, i guess, it all boils down to the simple fact that if you keep crying, then its never gonna end, only you can decide when you want to end your torture. Trust me, experience speaks for itself here (:
*switches personality*
HELLO (:
okay first things first : im hungry, on the brink of starvation! food, anyone? :D
today's 1aug! WOOTS! Happy 60th Anniversary SRC! had a fun time at big splash.
even though i honestly dont see the point of teaching CPR to 6 year olds because they will never know the meaning of defibillaration or something of that sort in the many years to come,
i had fun (: not just with the kids, actually, but with my juniors too.. hahas (: im so tired, i slept while waiting for my facebook page to load, and it doesnt take that long, really! haas. just finished my service project for church, yay~ but i love the kids too much so will be going back and continuing for the rest of the year. planning to take p3 next year, mainly cos i wanna do holy confirmation for them, AHAHA. havent got back my phone, i miss it so much im literally crying can! (fyi, im exaggerating.) dad's asking me to get off the com, dammit. i don want to ): i don see any other source of comfort. unless he's willing to watch order of the phoenix with me, and the chances for that are like one in a billion. im guessing im behind hmwk, and its probably right anyway. okay gotta go, dad appeared from nowhere!
bye! tag yah? :D
sad ):
Friday, July 31, 2009 12:40 AM /
to tophellos (:
din go to school ytd and today.
i really wanted to go today! fook flu TT
haiz.. anyways later going to church for PTM for my dearest pri2 kids :D
[i teach too, you know (: ]
wonder how the parents are going to react to the fact that a 14year old is teaching their oh-so-precious child.. some of them look at me like im an overgrown pri2 kid or something. annoying as hell, hmph!
you know you know! i was SUPPOSED to get my phone back today, but i din go to school. so i have to tahan for a few more days! TT i miss my phone ):
i bet huiqi is gonna kill me when i return to school cos she's damn eager about the tshirt design thing. talking about tshirt designs, i have no idea what to do for rc shirt..! they said nth too gaudy. a shirt can never be too gaudy! (there may be exceptions! ><) fashion-senseless freaks.
cant wait for tmr. HQ events should be fun, right? right. lets just hope the kids are controllable. LOL.
mom got free movie ticket vouchers to any show :D but, its only two ): i've yet to watch harry potter's new movie. im bloody backdated. i wanna watch order of the phoenix before the half blood prince. at least you can understand the story better (:
shit. i just rmb. i haven do my movie review! *crowd screams* i guess i will have to do it tmr. as for now i have to go.
bye! tag, loves!
BACK!
Friday, July 24, 2009 7:55 AM /
to topHELLO.
im back! [:
eeyur why is the font like this.
*changes font*nvm, forget it. all look like crap. anyways, back to the main point : IM BACK! (:
after a long break, lots of things have happened but let bygones be bygones.
did a mass deletion! i have never seen the word 'delete?' so many times in my life all at once before..
im a new person nowadays.. very refreshed yet all crumpled up on the inside.
i think i've finally learnt how to face the pain and get out of the trauma, alive.
but honest to god, i swear i dont know what i'd do without my friends mannn.. thanks guys :D
*changes topic*
my phone got confiscated! ): i was talking to my mom, then *POOF!*
it happened last thurs. im counting down to THE DAY can.
and we changed place in class! or at least, everyone else did. im still stuck there!
in the corner of the class next to the front door, beside the window. i hate that place cos i keep hitting my head on the railings ): POORATHY AND HUIQI CHANGED PLACES, NOW THEY ARE FAR FAR AWAY FROM MEEE
! I WILL MISS YOU POORATHY AND HUIQI! ): haiz. even nisha is farfar away from meee! 'NISHA!!' *hears echo*had training today. super tired can? can. but of course, bloody fun :D ndp is coming and our squad.. ):
lots of stuff to doooo! Adam kept calling me natasha venod II, cos he said i act like her. he's mentally ill. poor him *crowd sympathizes* even vishnu said i act like her. and he started that LAST year -.- just imagine his mental state ): LOL. im sick. can you believe it. i cant. i din do anything sickly today! i don want fever! *kicks fever in its ass*
kay i gtg. but i WILL try update frequently.
tag okay, loves? [:
--kassandra./
Depressing.
Thursday, April 30, 2009 5:02 AM /
to tophello (: twinnie ask me to post. bleah.
anyways, exams are coming. im so not ready can?
tamil paper's over, and it BRUTALLY MURDERED me. i think im gonna flunk it.
SHEEE's gonna ask why and drown me in her never-ending qns.
i know mom can understand why i flunk tamil, right? LOL.
i have my bio notes infront of me, im supposed to be studying. but instead, felt like blogging.
i need to get alot stuff verified, and by 'stuff' i don mean school work okay.
there's lies, betrayal, confusion, secrets, depression, pressure, seduction, hypocrisy, anger, hate, exhilaration etc etc. and to think all this is going on in SCHOOL. seriously, if our parents knew what was going on in school, they would SO opt for home-schooling okay.
i cant believe he's betraying
her. i mean like c'mon,
SHE is a big mouth, she likes telling stuff!
(
her and
SHE are two diff ppl okay.)
who wouldnt be proud if they have a __fill in the blank__.
you truly cant blame
her. must see from her point of view too.
__fill in the blank (two words)__ with her will not do the trick okay.
whats done is done. and to think you could do this behind
her back.
god, you are so..UGH. lol. but honestly, whatever happens, i know you can treat
her well.
no matter what the situation is. this should be your last mistake, if it is.
but then again, whether
she __fill in the blank__ you anot, its all in
her hands. im innocent (:
you know i want
her to (: LOL.
okay i like don make any sense okay. unless you know who, what and why im talking about this, you wont understand this post. haha. oh and the blanks too (:
*changes topic*
okay, i SECRETLY wish i took art can. art seems like so much fun. AHHH ):
nvm. whatever, amaths is good for my future! *gives dramatic expression/pose*
or at least it should be okay. but honestly where could you apply alpha, beta and logarithms to? other than the toilet paper, of course.
haiz, okay okay. i've gotta go back to mugging *sulks heavily*.
and we have AOP this sat. like wth. more than half is like not done. AND SHIT. i din take minutes. im so dead i tell you.
okay fine whatever. MUST CONCENTRATE. AND THAT PHONE IS MINE!! hehe :D
bye, loves, TAG! :D
-I want this love to stay like it is; Vast As The Sky, Playful As The Raindrops, As Heart-Warming As A Good Donut.-Stop Trying. You Wont Succeed. And Don't Make This Hard.
